some things are very difficult to confess...to admit!!
& memories are not created..they are made un-intentionally..!!!! Ofcourse everybody knows it..i know i am doing "bakwaaS"..just missing that voice.."aye hat..chal bakwaas mat kar"..
it is easy to wet eyes...But to vent out tears is a difficult task...especially in front of those "jo idiots(saale/kameene) samajhte hi nahi ki wo kitne important hai".
i dont how i am gonna make it out..without those stupid jokes..without that piece of "roti" which seems sufficient for my twisting intestines...that bakwaas...those stupid bussiness plans! & that all bullshit....it is actually difficult!!
i know we can not even cry in front of each other..u stupids wont even lend your shoulder to me!!!
those lazy hours of tomb...the night before exams...those crazy love interests..& those mad ideas!!!
those similar fantacies..those vacant starings!!
those night-duties..those hasty prescriptions...i know i am desperate to grab this last time!!!
i am carefully avoiding the words like "miss u".."wont forget u"...because as u people say...my state of mind lies in a "denial mode".
luv u all!!!!!!!!!
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well we all go thru this phase at some point in my life! I went thru it after my B.Tech, and now i know its gonna come again soon (after my masters)!
ReplyDeleteYou're a Doc plz find cure of this heartache!
Thanx addy....for understanding the state of mind! sometime we dont care about words & sentences...we just need some way out to express ourselves...this post is among one of them!
ReplyDeleteit is true and amazing it is happening to millions at the same time-we need to vent out our feelings!
ReplyDeletekinny sabka yhi haal h
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