Sunday, April 18, 2010

what love is....

While soaring through my dreams today..i felt immensely wrapped in a warm feeling!!!
my female senses sensed this feeling as something very unique..
though i have seen so many people who are in love..who have been in love...& who are crazy in love...
never thought to write about love....
here is the first try...

love is like floating free in blue sky!
Its like dreaming the same dream whole night!!
Its like making ordinary things special!
Its like turning some common things beautiful!!
Its amazing to love..to be in love!
Its like a daydream continues to grow forever!!
Its like holding hands & never let go him or her!
never leave a single sign of sorrow over them ever!!
love is like speaking a thousand words..& sometimes its speechless!!
love is bringing bunch of roses..& some moments,which are priceless!!
love is sitting silent under the moonlight!
Its like missing the memories day & night!!
love is the warmness, comfort & the moments of care!
Its like a feeling..very difficult to share!!!
love is like a bright sunny day..& a christmas prize!!!
love glows in all dark, even if there are no hopes to be alive!!!
love is like seeing every morning his handsome glowing face!!
love is like sitting beside her, be it on earth, sky or space!!

i am still inexpressible! wish i could find the right lines!
i know that best thing to express love is...say nothing at all!!
it can not be wrapped up in limit of words!!!

be in love once....be in it forever!!! God bless u all with ur beloved!!

Wednesday, March 10, 2010

The Controversial Sugar Pills

Recently a “Mass overdose campaign” was held in UK at many places simultaneously at 10:23 AM,30th January in a bid to prove that the homoeopathic medicines are worthless.
The demonstration, organized by the Merseyside Skeptics Society (MSS), saw supporters gather outside branches of Boots to swallow entire bottles of tablets.
Campaigners have called on the high street chain to withdraw all homeopathic treatments from its shelves, which they say are "scientifically absurd".
Result of this campaign was Useless, neither they could get any benefit themselves nor they contributed homoeopathy by “unhomoeopathic administration” of medicines. If only they would have been decided to take it “homoeopathically” God knows the homoeopathic world would have got a number of provers.

Another attack on another alternative medicine by another set of arrogant individuals who seem incapable of understanding that there are other methods of curing ailments than the drug-dependent, closed-minded conventional medical institutions would have us believe.
Why is it? that unless something has the potential to harm, it is not considered a medicine? Surely the fact that homoeopathy doesn't destroy a person's immune system, organs or mental state is a good thing, and yet it is seen as ridiculous because there has never been a death caused by it. Where is the logic in that?
There are millions who would testify that homoeopathy has worked in curing a variety of illnesses, ranging from cancer to a cold. If people choose to put their faith in a mild, risk-free medicine instead of or before subjecting themselves to potentially poisonous drugs then who has the right to stop them?
Homoeopathy, as a system of medicine has survived in the world since 200 years & showed its effectiveness in the treatment of various illnesses ranging from cold to cancer in spite of the immense criticism it has faced over the test of time.
Why homoeopathy all the time? A system so harmless yet effective has been condemned since the days of its origin principally due to its “minimum doses”.
One of the ancient laws of Pharmacology “Arndt-Schulz law” states that small doses stimulate, medium dose inhibits & large dose kills. In modern times a phenomenon called “Hormesis” gave further support for homoeopathic medicine, which has come from a most unlikely direction: the field of toxicology, or the action of poisons. Beginning in 1960, data began to accumulate that poisonous substances were having two effects on living organisms. At high doses they inhibited metabolism and ultimately caused death, as was well known. But at low doses they exerted a stimulating effect, a response totally unexpected and not explainable by current medical science.
Why there is a skepticism about “quantity” of the medicine consumed & its possible outcomes ? People who were “illusionally overdosing” themselves with it, does’nt even know about its “proper doses”.
And after all these tantarums, if they get any good convincing result in front of them in any of the trial, they term it The “PLACEBO EFFECT”. Here is a warm suggestion to all those people who believe that homoeopathy is mere “placebo effect”, that If you want to see the difference between a placebo effect & the real effect caused by any homoeopathic medicine, just sit in OPD for two days with a qualified homoeopath, you will surely get to know.
Surely, the homoeopathic community has been facing criticism from very long for not presenting the “scientific evidences” & “mechanism of action” of homoeopathic remedies. There had been a range of reasons for all these blames & claims.
First & foremost-The incomplete recording & reporting of evidence based cases. Homoeopathy has offered effective cure for many problems which has almost either no cure or lifelong continued medication in the mainstream medical science i.e. Allergies, Alopecia, Photo dermatitis, Psoriasis, Obesity, Vitiligo, Rheumatoid Arthritis, asthma, cervical Spondylosis, Irritable bowel syndrome, Joint pains & many other constitutional & lifestyle ailments. Since it treats the patient as a whole, it inadvertently treats the other non-specific complaints & functional disorders who are yet seeking a diagnostic term for their categorization into medicine.
Either we have lack of recording or reporting of these cases to the concerned authority. Collection of all concerned lab reports, photographs, case sheets, should be submitted with due course of time.
Second - lack of the required funds/ insufficient funds for research & development.
This reason may seem inappropriate to the materialistic world to whom homoeopathy is a cheap, easily available, “easy- to-manufacture” & “easy –to- deliver” system of medicine. But the truth is that we need vigorous research to establish it as a therapeutic science. Apart from brains, we need money too. Kindly do consider that whole ISM & H, AYUSH Department ( Indian system of medicine, Ayurveda, Unani, Siddha & Homoeopathy) gets only the 1/10th of funds from the annual budget in comparison to the mainstream medicine. Its not like that we are demanding the equal money, but yes people, we need “sufficient” funds as healthcare providers.
Third- Understanding of the limitations.
Every science has got its own scope & limitations. Even whole medicine community from a general physician to a neuron/cardio surgeon works in a proper REFFERAL SYSTEM. Homoeopathy has its own limitations & instead of undue delay or prolongation of treatment one should right away refer the patient for suitable treatment.
Any system of medicine is not complete without being cumulative with another system. Instead of fighting over some worthless issues, mutual respect & co-operation can do much betterment of mankind, especially in the field of medicine.
Apart from these reasons, another reasons like malpractice of homoeopathy by quakes, improper administration of medicines, poly-pharmacy & deviations from the classical homoeopathy, mis-interpretation regarding the prolonged duration of treatment has significantly lead homoeopathy into controversial aspects.
Today, our country has lack of qualified medical professionals, most of the people are unaware that homoeopathic students do study Pathology, Surgery, Medicine, ENT, Ophthalmology, Anatomy, Physiology, Gynae/Obs, all subject of medical science in a 5 & half years of course. They study MD too.
Most of the people are unaware that only 2-3 doses of correct homoeopathic medicine prescribed in a homoeopathic way can cut short their a week long viral illness.
So next time, if any of you suffer from a cough & cold, before taking sets of antibiotics by yourself, kindly do consider 3-4 dosage of sweet sugar pills prescribed by a qualified homoeopath & instead of passing judgment on homoeopathy only by reading newspaper controversies, test the efficacy of homoeopathic medicines by yourself.

Friday, February 19, 2010

My fair share of memories...

some things are very difficult to confess...to admit!!
& memories are not created..they are made un-intentionally..!!!! Ofcourse everybody knows it..i know i am doing "bakwaaS"..just missing that voice.."aye hat..chal bakwaas mat kar"..
it is easy to wet eyes...But to vent out tears is a difficult task...especially in front of those "jo idiots(saale/kameene) samajhte hi nahi ki wo kitne important hai".
i dont how i am gonna make it out..without those stupid jokes..without that piece of "roti" which seems sufficient for my twisting intestines...that bakwaas...those stupid bussiness plans! & that all bullshit....it is actually difficult!!
i know we can not even cry in front of each other..u stupids wont even lend your shoulder to me!!!
those lazy hours of tomb...the night before exams...those crazy love interests..& those mad ideas!!!
those similar fantacies..those vacant starings!!
those night-duties..those hasty prescriptions...i know i am desperate to grab this last time!!!
i am carefully avoiding the words like "miss u".."wont forget u"...because as u people say...my state of mind lies in a "denial mode".
luv u all!!!!!!!!!

Tuesday, February 16, 2010

The Auspicious sign

it was a "normal" morning..a normal wake up...a "normal" queque before washroom..
a lazy me..& my "normal" routine!!!
had my breakfast...packed my bag...filled my water bottle..descended stairs..followed road..with a hustle bustle of thoughts(no stipend since 2 months,job,studies & whats so new about this morning...)
i was walking simply through the road...when it happened..
the auspicious sign...
i felt some warm sensation over my hand..over the pocket of my sweat shirt..& noticed some greenish-white liquid object..my "gray-matter" said...it is a bird's shit!!
God..
& my "memory-maker" amygdala said...come'on its an auspicious sign babes...chill out!
ok..my boiling brain tried to cool itself as i wiped out the premium auspicious sign from my hand & sweat shirt!!
but either the bird had obstinate diarrhoea(loose stools) or she peed after a week..i emptied my whole water bottle in order to wipe out d entire thing!!
i was late by 15 more minutes...good begining of the day!
i was excited about the auspiciousness of the day....at least there has to be something man!
A bird peed on me.....there has to be some good thing in the whole day!!
anyways i reached hospital 30 minutes late..i got a news that we 3 interns are going to manage the whole project OPD today as senior doctors are busy..
by the way, my gray matter is still figuring out dat was a good news or bad news...
it was a very usual routine...patient came in every possible size..shape..age..with the same complaints...My God...whole world seems ill sometimes!!!!
i tried to discuss a case with my senior...& he said....
go...u need to read a lot!
with profound depression of spirit!
i had a tiring day...!!!
still waiting for the fruit of auspicious sign...

Wednesday, December 16, 2009

A Global Migrane

Yup..the symptoms has started to manifest..but this time its not hemicranial..this migrane is as big as the world’s map..& the worst patient of this disease is our own INDIA…hold people! Plz don’t get confused..
Well, m talking about the growing disease in our neighbourhood named “pakistaan”.
..In 1947 when mr. Jinnah helped india to gave birth to the newborn Pakistan,.nobody has ever thought about it’s dat kind of fate…
This problematic infant has bloomed as a much controversial adult!!! From Bhutto family to nawaz shareef or Imraan khan whoever wanted to bring democracy in Pakistan was tried at least once to get surrender to army or to burn into ashes,.take the example of Benazeer Bhutto…lovely lady compared with indira Gandhi 4 her contribution in the politics of Pakistan…..
From the attackers of 9x11 to the attackers of 26x11,pakistan has contributed nicely to spread this migrane globally…
M not saying dat Pakistan is well..even its more badly diseased more than India…compressed by Taliban & so called orthodox religion..communal matter has spread in its entire empire.
This MIGRANE is expanding & involving all systems..all countries...& is becoming INCURABLE.
I hope we could all find a Remedy soon for this GLOBAL MIGRANE.

Sunday, November 22, 2009

Life minus "life" is equal to what????

Its not just about missing you..
Its about living a life….
With lots of pain..& lots of fears!!
But no cries & no tears!!!!!

Something has intruded in my soul so deep..!
Which neither let me dream….nor let me sleep!!
Nobody’s fault….Nobody’s mistake….
Don’t know why left my life is on stake!!

I want a farewell of happiness..!
An end of goodwill & wellness!!!
A gift of memories & remembrance..!
& a heart filled with your fragrance!!!

As I walk behind through the past..!
Don’t know what made it to last!!
A trap of situations & circumstances..
Or a stamp of community & caste!!!!!!!

Now, as I could not take a vow like ..
..Togetherness till death do us apart!!
It is still difficult to understand ..
Life minus “life” is equal to what???

You will be forever in my thoughts & dreams..
In all phases of life…In life’s all streams!!
From my life, Nobody can snatch your presence!
& neither can anybody replace your existence!!!!

As in the end….we start to think about start!
I still wonder why we met..
What led to “this & that”…
& to live the rest of my life…
I am Still in the search of..
Life minus “life” is equal to what????

I wonder by mistake if I cry…
People will ask…….why????
If someone picks one of my tear..!
They will see you then & there!!
I still have a fear that..
They will snatch out this PAIN of your memories!!
Within me..Which is the last remnant of you !!!!!!!
Will I ever be able to say…?
I have a FUNDAMENTAL RIGHT of missing you!!!!!!!

Wednesday, November 11, 2009

The FACES....(two)

ACKNOWLEDGEMENT-I ENTIRELY ACKNOWLEDGE,DEDICATE,BOTH THESE POSTS TO A BEAUTIFUL FACE NAMED "JASDEEP KAUR" WHOSE FACE TRULLY,SOLELY,INSPIRED ME FOR WRITING THIS ENTIRE THREAD..

The "NO-WORK" FACES:-
Hmmmm....hmmmmmmmm.....hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm
What to write...
"no-work" on workplace...
this is a "contradictory" face..showing signs of sorrow(due to unnecessary thoughts), happiness..laziness...& most important "sleepiness"....these faces follow principle of "yawn yawn-& go down"....yawn till your last breath....yawn till tears tickle down your cheeks...other associated symptoms are "putting fingers in hairs"..any ocassional droup...& ocassional closure of eyelids...either provide them a bed to sleep or some fruitful work..please take note of the word "fruitful"
Pay attention-if you dont let them sleep....they can start crying...
because "no-work" is a "big-work" itself!!!!!!!!!


The "PRE-MARITAL" FACES:-
la..la...la...la...
Wishin’’ and hopin’’ and thinkin’’ and prayin’’
Planning and dreamin’ each night of his charms....
la..la..la..laaaaaa
Very common faces during internship...love those bashful faces..a new glow seems to cover this face each day..suddenly a common face becomes beautifully uncommon...loss of memory is very common....smiling for unknown reasons is very very common...
presence of a golden diamond ring in finger clearly says...
"look-look-i-am-going-to-be-married"
A suggestion to general public-
Avoid visiting to a "bride-to-be" doctor,you can get one extra injection!!!!!!!

The "Dysmenorrhoea" faces:-
(Non-medicos please search in the dictionary for the meaning of dysmenorrhoea)
I am having tears in my eyes describing this face...Here goes a tale of INTENSE PAIN..A tale of GOD'S injustice towards females(thats the most common word spoken during this phase)
Agony(5+)..More Agony(5+)..More & More Agony(5+){Wish i could grade it more than 5 but it is the highest grade in our science {bbcr}} is the hallmark of this face...
so..here it is..
Forehead-
Wrinkles over forehead.
EYES--
Either red or occassional presence of tears,depends upon the intensity.
Lips -
In curved shape(either cursing herself for her birth..her gender or anyone whom she hates much).
Expressions--
Expression of pain..intense pain..as if a soul is craving for salvation..
Hands-
Either pressing the lower belly....or lower back...
Posture-
standing is the worst position..walks stoop shouldered....
Restless..changes places frequently in order to get relief...

these faces speaks also speaks common words like....
1.What to do
2.Ohh GOD!!!!!!!!!
3.DAMN!!!!!!
4.Wish i could have been a boy!!!!!!
5.What the hell!!!!!!!!
6.Dont know how all women can tolerate labour!!!!!!!!!!

Hope you people had a nice time reading this...
kinny singh signing off for today..
May GOD bless all of you!!!!!!!!!!